without music, life would be~

Monday, July 31, 2006

There's A Reason For The World
Five For Fighting - 100 years
Five For Fighting - The Riddle (You & I)

These two songs rocks. keeping me calm after i found out i messed up bio, didnt write table titles, didnt do the last qn on experiment C coz i tot there weren't results... so its kinda like i lost at least 6 marks total... Zzz

so now i gotta do chinese ying yong wen, coz i kinda didnt get it done =p haiz...

okay..now i feeling down again... haiz..

Nothing would ever hold a meaning forever, would it? Whats the point? Then you realise.

"That you only got a hundred years to live."
"There's a Reason for the world, You and I."

I shouldnt have to say anymore.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Pieces - Sum 41
I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it.
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
That nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

Sometimes i just wish that somethings were possible.

The things i say? What i have? Its for you to find out ;(

haiz.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Sometimes...
you wonder, why do these kind of things always happen.
you wonder, why school work is mad.
you wonder, what can i do now?
you wonder, is that person joking?
you wonder, why emotions always are out of your control.

you wonder, can i find the person i'm looking for?
you wonder, can i find you?

I certainly hope so.

Monday, July 24, 2006

Nothing is clear, except one thing

Living in this hypereality world where nothing is clear. Sleep in class after school. woke up, vision totally blur, almost noone left in class. sort of stumbled over to the bus stop, waving at the occasional person i know. collapsed on the bus seat. and all this while, listening to: Fort Minor - Where'd you go. this song is seriously emotional, apart from the occasional use of foul language.

how i was feeling was so like that song. blur, alone, and missing something in my life.

Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone.

Was watching the High School Musical music videos also. haiz. hypereality, ain't it?

Complicated.

Friday, July 21, 2006

I'm Tired
That was totally not worth it. we lost volleyball, we lost floorball. theres juz this minute chance of making the 3rd spot.

PE mega training, wednesday PT, today: madness. haiz. we could have done better, but im not the type to point fingers. We could have won 13 or 14, and yet... what was everyone trying to do??? haiz.

Gotta catch some sleep. Training tomorrow. Time to finish myself off once n for all...

Its You.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

More than some pretty face beside a train

I can’t stand to fly, I’m not that naive.

I’m just out to find, The better part of me.

Wish that I could cry, Fall upon my knees.

Find a way to lie, About a home I’ll never see.

You`re looking for something you can`t find. If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind. There's always something in your way.

So Stressed Out. Got more than enough stuff to do and yet? you say u dun wanna nag. and yet u contradict ureself. Why can't u see? you say i don't get enough sleep, and u wake me up early on the weekends where i can rest. u say i need more time management. and wat do u do? you juz give me an hour lecture juz about everyday. what in the world is wrong with u?

Stupid LA. Stupid Bio. Stupid Chinese. Anger manangement eh? i never express anger in class do i? i doubt it.

so we were late for PE. end up doing Physical Training for the rest of the 55 mins. push ups, dips, circuit. what kind of bloody day is this. the only bright side would even be my 1 hour of dry fire training.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Dead Man's Chest

Oh well. Stupidly stupid movie. Simulacra trailer. it seems so good, but it really isn't. this isnt one of those happily ever after stories. Lots of unbelievable stories.

ok to watch, some parts very sudden and scary, with the occasional funny n scary parts. some unknown factors thrown in the story. the return of captain barbousa, appearance of orlando bloom's dad and davy jones' crew. a weird ending where there is hope. good things and bad things.

anyway. the week is over. seriously tired. Weeee!!!! The Planetshakers!!! i am so tired.

short post i guess. dont want to totally ruin the movie for u guys. :)

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Build Bridges, you guys.

Play Bridge. Bid.

Build Bridges. Make Friendships. They last forever. Even if you haven't seen them for about 4 years, they still mean everything to you. Friends are something you cant live without. Weird thing is, for me, the ppl in vjc, for example, physical training was captain's ball with squash girls, ppl know me, but then... Who Are They??? lol.

So, the LA test was today. These coming weeks are gonna be crazy. oh man. Chem next week, Physics week5, maths week 6, week 7 break, week 8 bio, week 9 ss. wow. You know what this is???
Mad Season - Matchbox 20

Well, i guess i gotta go find mr shi for the T42 thing again. talk about funny stuff lor. lol.

So also gotta go get my webfolio finished and uploaded by tonight. Hm? lol... damn scared la, see other ppl also seriously nice. But i know the PRCs are in trouble with this... they didnt even make it for the web design course... I asked yu hang, v12 pistoler, they havent really started, they don't know how, they r dead.

Civics on wednesday, we watched this movie, the mighty, its got some serious meaning behind it. But its also a bit sad... You come from nowhere, taunted, crippled, disabled... An environment where thugs and bullies would come after you... a place where theres a criminal on the loose... And you have to save your best friend. You have the power and the dreams to do things, and go to places, but. Disabled n crippled, your life is in ruins. and yet you look up, so positive. Always look on the bright side of life ;)

Turn my life around, Turn me upside down.
Its not true. It is all about you. You're the one that i Want, You're the one that i Need.
I Think Thats All I Need To Say.

Monday, July 10, 2006

You Open Up My Heart.

Well, this is post number 102. its 1 am in the morning, monday, july 10. The world cup final is due to begin at 3am. 2 hours to go. there are 7 ip1s online in msn on my list now, and 5/7 are from v11. Im feeling totally tired, but im gonna catch the game no matter what.

LA test coming up, its so troublesome... then must finish the webfolio. need to wait till tues when my dad comes back from overseas to scan my stuff. other than that...

My Mind is Full of Thoughts now, but i dunno how to express myself. even if i wanted to blog about them now, all u'd see is a blank screen in the post. spaces. not a short post where the start and end is less than a pixel away, but a long empty screen. spaces.

The Easiest And Hardest Person To Talk To Is The One You Love.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

The Last Stretch is 20 weeks long.

So we saw a schedule of our next 20 weeks. full of tests assignments, projects. dotz. so, 1st time in school in 5 days, missed some stuff in chinese. today, ss took la class, physics took maths. ss is back to the good old, yet notes giving, ms toh. then physics we did some stuff which i managed to catch up on.

Civics, we saw the trailer of mean girls, an old movies which was out about 2 yrs ago. although i watched it b4, i noted that those who nv watched it b4 were mostly those guys who were in single-gendered sec schools. Then we went on to discuss stuff about cliques.

do cliques really exist in our class? according to the definition given, no. however, there still exists "groups of friends" who exclude ppl out of their activities.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Okay! this post is totally random and its 12 45 in the middle of the night. England n Portugal game going on -.-" siding england for this game, but not so sure la, they quite even.

Weee!!! Mr Brown!!! Ex(ns)men and podcasts 6 and 10 !!!! haha!!!

Please accept my sincere apologies if my actions caused distress or confusion to you, the bah coh mee man. Look, its only a few pieces of liver, lets move on!

i think i spelt the bah coh mee wrong, but im not sure =P

Okay... i officially hate chinese...

So am i gonna take bus or taxi? wait, check got budget anot... *cling* take bus la. okay...

This post is abnormal and totally random, but... ah... lol

BE A CITIZEN!!! Serve army mah, do NS mah!